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[Feb. 1st, 2008|01:27 am]
Xx*Ashleigh*xX
uhh i feel like crap. I dont really no why either. I went out to Nikkis house in columbia on monday night. It was cool but we didnt really do anything. I hadnt seen her in sooo long. I was soo nervous about going to her house..i really wish i new why i got like that. I hate it, i keep just telling myselp to live life. i hate my freakin anxiety.She gave her friend Jeremy my myspace and aim..lol. so we talked like all night that night. then tuesday night he wanted me to come hang out, and i did it!!!!!!! Usually i would be way to nervous to ever do it. Now i dont know if i regret it or not, ill explain then. Soo i get to his house at like 2am lol. He was cute and really cool. We layed in his bed and watched slc punk and tv..and messed around a lil bit. He was soooooo much fun though..uhh. Problem is he has like 7000 girls that are in love with him and he does hard drugs. He showed me his coke needle lol. Im not sure whether i like him or if i just miss that feeling. I think its the second thing. But he hasnt really talked to me at all since then so i kinda feel used..i dk. Im trippen over him for no reason but it has me feeling like crap. So i took a risk and had a great time but now feel shitty.

Anyways...adam..my 9th grade LOVE broke up with his gf..shes psycho tho and flipped out at me the other day so i dont no whether i should persue that or not. i really miss him tho. like a lot. Its been sooo long. i leave for pittsburgh tomorrow. i dont even feel excited right now which really sucks.. Who knows i pray that i feel better in the morning. cya
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[User Picture]From: finchfreak
2008-02-01 05:24 pm (UTC)
aww druggies are bad :( no matter how cute they are lol. SLC Punk <3 Heroin Bob reminded me of my brothers friend Shawn lol. But, awesome movie, Im sure its just cause you feel lonely since ya miss being with someone and you havent been single in a while, things will even out, enjoy Pittsburgh, LOTS of hot men there ;D lol
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[User Picture]From: yourstrulytessa
2008-02-01 05:59 pm (UTC)
have fun in pittsburgh!! :)
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